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[sillysaurus]

☆ about me ☆

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☆ this is my agere blog sfw/nonsexual!!

☆ u can call me lucario, silly, or nothing tbh

☆ i am a boy, he/him

☆ big/bio age: 18

☆ permaregressor (?)

☆ autism, trauma, and mental illness'

☆ furry, kidfur, agerefur (whatever the sfw term is)

☆ other: aroace, gay/mlm, greyplatonic, physically disabled, punk, metalhead

☆ i post all kinds of agere content (no specific aesthetic), art, picrews, game content, cartoon content, plushies, rare irl pics, headcanons, mood/stim/outfit boards, i take requests! but please make sure to say whether its agere/petre related or not (and add some details!)

☆ kins and comfort characters

☆ posts where i give information/talk about myself/experiences/regression/vent will be tagged #personal , if you'd like to know more about me <3

☆ my instagram is si11ysaurus (my username everywhere is either sillysaurus or si11ysaurus)

☆ agere school project sideblog @agere-school and oc sideblog! @burger-bugpup

things i like!!

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☆ blue! 🫐💙🩵📘🌀💤

☆ dinosaurs and prehistory 🦕🦖

☆ animals! favs: marine (especially jellyfish and cephalopods) and bunnies, i also really like pigs🐾🐇🐷🐛🦑🐡🪼

☆ outer space 🧑🏻‍🚀🌙🪐💫⭐️🚀🌠

☆ stuffies 🧸

☆ clowns/clowncore 🤡🎪🎟️🎭🎡🎠

☆ puppets, costume performers, animatronics

☆ puzzles, legos, toy food, trains, construction cars, monster trucks 🧩🚂🦕🥣🚜

☆ halloween and other spooky things 🎃🍭🦇🍿🌑🍫🕸️🍬🧟‍♂️

☆ alternative styles/aesthetics ♠️⛓️🖤

☆ weirdcore and liminal spaces 👁️🍄🖼️��

☆ coming of age movies/tv shows/books

☆ games: animal crossing (PC ID is 1209 6237 701), stardew valley, slime rancher, cookie run, pokemon, minecraft, my singing monsters, twisted wonderland

☆ tv: craig of the creek, rugrats, the nightmare before christmas, tmnt, clarence, curious george, octonauts, bubble guppies, summercamp island, spookiz, spongebob, alvin and the chipmunks, KND, kindergarten the musical, metalocalypse, criminal minds, we bare bears, the BFG

DNI (do not interact)

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if u are/if u interact with nsfw/kink of any kind: ddlg, abdl, ageplay, etc. post/reblog smut or anything like that

proshippers, radqueers, transID, pedos, zoos, lolisho

bigots, conservatives, capitalists, the phobes

if u have triggering themes on ur account: gore, s/h, e/d, excessive blood, etc. (agere content about horror sources is okay!)

if u interact anyways/ur account makes me uncomfortable in a way thats not listed, i will just block you

BYF (before you follow)

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please don't swear/curse on my blog

i wont put religious people on my DNI but i do have the tags blocked and i probably wont follow u if u post about it, please dont sent any religious requests

if u happen to find my main/find out who i am, please dont share (im closeted)

i am a blunt and aloof person, so i might not seem kind but i promise im trying my best to be!

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[kurisus]

Chapter 107-2 thoughts

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OKAY WELL!

Literally earlier, before the chapter came out, I'd said I'm not believing Hiyori is dead. They'd have to show Yato naming her to get me to believe that. And then this chapter happened. Fuck me, I guess!

It seems like the general reaction to this is that it's sad but I'm not really sad I'm just angry. As it is, we have two options: (1) this is all a fakeout, one last time, or (2) this is actually the intent and the series will end with Hiyori being made Yato's shinki.

Neither is really ideal. A fakeout this late in the game seems pointless and would likely involve an asspull of some sort, but the alternative is something that absolutely spits on the themes of the manga thus far and effectively negates the arcs of both Hiyori and Yato.

So all in all, I really wish they hadn't gone this route in the first place, but I'll take the lesser of two evils at this point. This manga has always been about overcoming tragedy, your past does not define you, the near and far shores cannot survive without one another but too much interaction disrupts the balance, et goddamn cetera. Making Hiyori Yato's shinki makes this story a tragedy, teaches Yato the same lesson he's already learned (HOSPITAL ARC), and eliminates the only near shore major character in the entire series.

Now the question remains: can they still reverse this? Like I'll take anything at this point, but is it even possible within the story's logic? I want to say yes, and I've already seen a few rumors flying--this dimension is all an illusion, the koto no ha is destroyed so the bubble is too, the gods can reverse all the people that have died from the creatures, it could be possible for Hiyori to become a god, etc.... I'm clinging on to that first one personally, but at the same time, I feel a looming dread because...Yato saw Hiyori's memories. He saw memories he didn't personally witness, which kind of makes me think this is the real deal. But I also really don't fucking want it to be?

"Ina wasn't your first fic for the fandom literally this exact concept" YES because what makes a good AU wouldn't always be good in canon, right? This was something I wanted to explore in the concept of fanfiction, because it's a different medium to play with different ideas. At the end of it, I kind of went, "phew, that sure would be bad, wouldn't it!" and went on with my life.

I dunno man. I'm just angry and sad and disappointed, and it's annoying to me as well to look back at all the other things they've resolved perfectly. I think of how flawlessly executed Yukine's arc was, and want to cry. Why can't Hiyori get this same luxury? Fakeout or not, her arc should've been her parting ways, preferably on her own terms, because that's what the story's been leading up to. Yes, her grandma told her to be with the one she loves, but I assumed that was just in the moment, and wasn't actually foreshadowing her death.

THE FUCKING. HOSPITAL ARC. SHE IS SIXTEEN YEARS OLD SHE CAN'T DIE YET. NOT UNTIL SHE'S AN OLD LADY!!!! YATO SAID SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT DID HE LEARN FROM THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER LOVE ANYTHING I FUCKING GUESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At this point I'm going to deny it either until Adachitoka says sike or the manga ends. But needless to say, my reread's been postponed. I've been putting it off because of being busy irl, but if I reread now I'll just be bitching the whole time, and I don't want to do that to myself, and I don't think you guys want to read that either.

If it ends this way, I'll be bruised and bitter for years. If Adachitoka says sike, and Father dies believing Hiyori is dead (cause what was up with him losing his eyes), I'll at least cherish this one small mercy, but man, this is a sore blow. I'm sorry that normally my thoughts are excited and this one's just angry, but I can't put a positive spin on this yet.

Feel free to send me your theories or copium. I'll devour them all until I get made a clown of once more.

[impossibleprincess35]

Fanfic Writer Asks Game

😅 What's a story or scene you've created that you're a smidge embarrassed exists?

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

✍ Do you have a beta reader?

🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.

🎢 Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?

✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉

💋 First kiss fics. Love em or hate em?

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

🛠What tools/programs/apps do you use to write?

⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

🙋‍♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?

🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

🍷 Do you drink and write?

🍆 Do you write the spicy stuffs? If so, what's your most popular nsfw fic?

🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?

💖 What made you start writing?

💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

💲 Would you ever open commissions?

🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?

🏆 What's your most popular fic?

🎃 Do you write fics for certain holidays? Which is your favorite holiday inspired fic?

🎯 Have any of your readers accurately guessed major plot points? Care to share which?

🎨 How do you feel about fan art of your stories?

📈 How many fics do you have?

🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?

💞 Who's your comfort character?

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.

🤩 Who is your favorite character to write?

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

😬 Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?

🎉 What leads you to consider a fic a success?

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

📚 Would you ever want to turn writing into a career?

⌛ How long does it take you to write a fic, or a chapter?

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

💥 How do you feel about criticism?

🤭 Do you have a favorite tag to use when posting your works?

🥰 How do you feel about reader interaction? Are you open to receiving questions about your fics?

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I'm around this evening and tonight, and the inbox is open if anyone's curious! :)

[bokettochild]

😅🥺🤡😈💖 i had to stop looking after the 5th because i wasn't gonna stop otherwise

😅 - What's a story or scene you've created that you're a smidge embarrassed exists?

Well, the answer to that is actually one I really had fun writing! A Bride For Hyrule's Prince. See, when my friends found out I was a writer, one of the guys pestered me until I gave up my username, and that was the story he decided to read in order to judge my skill. He's a bit of a hick, and his take on my writing was not very favorable, and he kinda nitpicked his way through it while sending e screenshots of the parts he was on + reactions. I don't think he meant anything cruelly, but some of the comments hurt and now reading that one makes me queasy in remembence.

Lesson learned! Don't share with IRL friends!

🥺 - Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

I think every time i write a character lowering their guard and accepting others in, there's this little zing of delight that runs through me. Found Family is definitely my favorite trope if you haven't guessed :)

🤡 - What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

I'm easily delighted by my own wit, but usually anytime I'm writing Four, one of the colors will say something out of pocket that catches me off guard. The one that sticks with me is the first time, In TBBU, when they're trying to puzzle out the timeline and somebody asks where, on the timeline, Wild would fall, and Blue's kneejerk response is "down every hill in Hyrule".

😈 - Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

The entire existence of the OC Gassun. He resembles Twilight, traumatized Warriors, and every time I write about him, I can almost hear certain readers bracing themselves for what tortures he'll cause next :)

💖 - What made you start writing?

Ooh! Tough one! So... I've been writing for about fifteen years now, and that basically means that I've been writing since I learned how too. Even before that though, my sisters and I engaged in story telling to each other, so the stories have been coming for as long as I remember. I did use to hate it though, because it was so tedious trying to get my hands to keep up with my head.

What really got me WRITING though, not just storytelling and trying to record it,was probably when I was 11 or so and we discovered the Redwall series by Brian Jaques. My sister went off on writing and I was impressed that actual people could write stuff too, so I tried it. My first novella was a piece of shit (still have it) and will never see the light of day (buried it in my hope-chest) but I had fun with it at the time. Since then, the words never stopped!

It sucks a bit, because my parents have been asking about my writing and I have nothing to show them (writing fanfiction) but maybe I'll finally write that novel I talked about as a kid and give it to them. They really did like my stuff before I became a fic writer.

[sungbeam]

describe your favorite mutuals & their bias/biases <3

omg i always feel so much pressure for these cuz i have quite a handful of moots but i shall try my best !! thanks for ur ask anonie o7

@justalildumpling & na jaemin — both just uber delulu and mutual orgasm donors 😭😭 their astrology/horoscope reading says they'd be good for marriage, but i think WE r a much better match 😚 anyways, i love u j my beloved wife and soulmate !!

@jaehunnyy & jung wooyoung — bro i didn't know which teezer to pick for u 😭😭 but since the craze lately has been mr wooyo 😗 chip is just the sweetest and most wholesome bean ever?? (except lately 🤡 woosan is getting to her) but she deserves the absolute world

@winterchimez & lee sangyeon — my parents !!! absolutely adore ally :')) she's always encouraging my shenanigans and one of the most supportive people on this app. i feel like every day i learn that we have another thing in common w each other LOL

@ethereal-engene & lee jihoon — NO CUZ EKFNEKDK when i tell u ash looks like woozi (゜-゜) im not even kidding, they both look SO good in specs and i love ash sm, she GETS ME and im so convinced we're like actually long lost relatives 😭😭 the way she puts up w my shit and supports me all the time :')

@loveliestfelix & choi yeonjun — omg no because nana is supermodel material?? supermodel gf and bf say HUH???? her writing is something to fall head over heels in love w !! my beloved angst queen 🫂 ilysm im always thinking of u <3

@tranquilpetrichor & (i wanna say) yoon keeho??? — eris i just realized i don't really stan some of the groups u do and i haven't seen u talk abt ur biases recently 😔 SO PLS DO TELL ME ABT THEM !! but i wanted to include u here bc it didn't feel right without u 😭 but she's so underrated and one of the chillest people ever, and a literal ballerina like 😳 that shits hard bro

@zzoguri & ji changmin/kim sunwoo — MY FELLOW KYUBODAN MONI AHHWHDINEJDJD they are AMAZING at writing??? i guarantee u will fall in love w their style, and they're also just so easy to vibe w and talk to 🤧🤧 hope to get to know u even better bestie :'))

@haet-sal & ju haknyeon — CAKECEYYYYY 😩😩😩 ik the ship name is hakcey/hickey LMAO but cake 😎 anyways LMAO lacey is prob who i aspire to be?? 😭 like u guys don't understand how pretty this girl is and the fact that she's SO COOL TOO?? i feel like i'd be so intimidated by u irl tbh 😳

@goldenhypen & jake sim — my canadian counterpart and chinese 04 twin 💖💖💖 i miss u sm omg i will always uphold that em is one of, if not, THEE nicest person on this app. like if u touch her I HURT YOU 😐🔪 she is sooo so compassionate and caring and just wah i love u sm i hope ur doing alright :'))

@sseastar & byun euijoo (i think? im sorry i don't stan &team 😔) — yet another author here who's style of writing absolutely blows me away skdnkendk like the slice of life ghibli movie vibe of her writing makes me SING and she's also a very cool woman in stem™ </3 she's also so soft and sweet, and i only have the most tender of thoughts toward her

@hqrana & omg im so bad i know eric sohn for sure 😭 — we actually haven't talked about many other groups besides tbz and svt skdnekdk OKAY BUT MY MARVEL MOOT !!! i treasure noa so much, like what a star and the way we literally have so many fandoms in common??? for the longest time (and still) i look forward to interacting w her just cuz she is absolutely SO fun to talk to 💖 ly bff

[wonryllis]

You are so cute hshshs, I see my moots reblogging your works ALL the time and so it's impossible not to know about you, you're famousss‼️‼️

Also trust me I AM shy, that's the reason I never told you I loved your works before, I rarely interact with ppl unless they interact with me first, and it's not because I think I'm better, it's because I'm AWKWARD as fuck and don't know how to keep a conversation going, so I get you 😭🤍 I'm so glad you followed me and interacted first cuz it would take me months💔💔

Now that we're moots please add me to daddy issues taglist I beg 🙏 I just know it's going to make me dizzy.

Thank you for calling me cool btw I'm far from it but thank youuu🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

im the cutie and you're my hottie 🤭 help you saying im famous, that makes me more happy than the fact that I'm famous .. you're doing something to me already(⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)

ok xyn i believe you, i have been too shy to interact first too, yesterday i just got a surge of confidence and did it and IM SO GLAD I DID IT AND I LOVE YOUR WORKS TOO i haven't been able to reblog my thoughts on any because im new to the nsfw community and im scared 🤡🤡 i totally get you while i do seem a little not so awkward online, i have felt people irl getting bored of me because i just can't bring myself to talk and keep the convo flowing, a guy i tried to go out with me ghosted me because i was boring to talk to 💀

OFC I'LL ADD YOU RIGHT AWAY! hoping you haven't read it before so i can surprise you like anything 😖 well you might not find yourself cool but as someone who's been going through you blog for a while and see you interactions i do think you are cool maybe not the stereotypical cool but my kind of cool :3

[gavisuntiedboot]

pls the hold just pretend has on me is so strong that when gavi got the yellow card and will miss the next match against Real Sociedad my mind went straight to thinking about what a shame it is that we wouldn’t get Gavi x Martin interactions irl 🤡

BRO I LOVE GETTING MESSAGES LIKE THIS!!

Someone else during the international break sent me a message saying they were shocked when Gavi and Martin were nice to each other (and there is still an interest in Barca signing Martin), and then they remembered that they play on the NT together and that JP isn't real. It actually makes me chuckle. People are confusing JP lore with actual life.

Anyways, working on JP as we speak. Hopefully I will get far enough to get a sneak peak to y'all tonight, but I make no promises.

[bunnygirl678]

I feel like doing a silly interview of myself so I'm just going to straight up answer these lmao

Fanfic Writer Emoji Ask

😅 What's a story or scene you've created that you're a smidge embarrassed exists?

i wrote mpreg, it's Red, it's bad, i mean the writing is great, lots of emotions but holy shit i don't even like mpreg but i did it for an omegaverse, it just fit, for the record he has twins

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

idk usually when green is upset about his parents, or when they finally work out their issues

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

Anytime Green/Rai/Leon get together and drink

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

literally all the time, in ode to my soulmate, it was originally going to end after they got together, none of the angst (or the failed attempt at a cliffhanger lmao)

✍ Do you have a beta reader?

I typically don't have use one, but occasionally will ask my homies to take a look, there are a couple i'm working on that i'm worried are too technical so those will need betas to make sure it's understandable by a layman

🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.

Green is rich, Red can't cook, there are certain phrases i use a lot, almost always have some kind of star gazing trope (at least in the longer fics)

🎢 Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?

skfdhsdfhj blood bank or under the alolan sun, but the wild parts aren't published yet?? Or maybe the ones i haven't published idk

✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉

i have a nice ass, i'm great at world building, compliment for me and my writing ^_^

💋 First kiss fics. Love em or hate em?

Love them, but love first time fics more

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

most of the time, christmas music,

🛠What tools/programs/apps do you use to write?

docs, i switch between my phone and computer a lot,

⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

Only one, i was trying to do too much, my writing skills weren't back up to par yet, i think it helped me get to where i am now, the plot was too much, idk, i might steal a scene or two for other fics, but i'm not going to spend any time trying to improve the writing or plot. There are a bunch that i started a while ago and haven't touched in months, but i'll head back to them eventually, i have to be in the ~mood~ to work on a fic

🙋‍♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?

Yeah, multiple people know, but they don't know my username

🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

ummm that's published, under the alolan sun maybe? or maybe Lost, that's not published, single riders will be paired (coming sometime next year lmao it's a high school au super cute i'm really nice to green in it, red is a shy mute kid with no friends who ends up getting stuck on a roller coaster ride with green who is the most popular boy in school, green's actually super nice and the rest of the day kinda turns into a date, they go to school and red's like oh he's gonna be mean but he's not and it's really cute and sweet, and red gets accepted into the group and lajfdl;sjdf)

🍷 Do you drink and write?

yeah and then end up scrapping everything lol,

🍆 Do you write the spicy stuffs? If so, what's your most popular nsfw fic?

yes, i'm still working on improving my skills, but most hits/kudos ratio (let's be honest someone can do kudos once and read 15 times so not the best metric but what else do we have), is make you feel my love, but i'm working on one that will be published by valentines day where green gives red head in his neochamp outfit

🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?

all day? When the adderall hits? idk it's really just when i have time, when i have my kid i really only get to at night when she goes to bed, but on her dad's weeks i write after work.

💖 What made you start writing?

i wanted to read stories that weren't written, i have lots of aus bouncing around in my head

💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?

dopamine hit

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

ummmmm idk, used to be mpreg, but that ship sailed, i don't really love poly romance, i like the smut but am not really interested in writing it as a romance

💲 Would you ever open commissions?

no, i found that i do my best writing when i want to, which is why wips take forever for me to finish because i bounce from idea to idea as i feel like it

🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?

not really...I'll google a fact or two, i mean unless you count game time or reading the manga, but like googling little details not so much.

🏆 What's your most popular fic?

gonna do for reguri, when the wind stole my walls, i never felt less alone; it's my longest finished fic

🎃 Do you write fics for certain holidays? Which is your favorite holiday inspired fic?

yesh, i really liked Lost, and Auld Lang Syne, but also i threw in a couple Christmas themed chapters to Under the Alolan Sun, which was fun

🎯 Have any of your readers accurately guessed major plot points? Care to share which?

ugh yes, lmao, blood bank, they didn't guess the exact details but the general idea, i was like oh shit i'm glad they picked up on the crumbs i threw lmao

🎨 How do you feel about fan art of your stories?

Always an honor! I might even make some one day, if my art ever improves enough for me to feel comfortable tagging it lmao

📈 How many fics do you have?

37 on ao3! I'm not going to include the ones on ff.net cause i can't remember my username, i have 50 open works (some as basic as an outline, some have 20k+ words) sitting in my docs that haven't been published

🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

Depends, usually outline, i typically start writing then add an outline later,

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

This one i stared on a while ago, the actual writing needs a lot of edits but i'm obsessed with the plot, after Green loses he flees to Kalos, changes his name to Blue and becomes the champion there, everything is great until Red randomly shows up to learn how to mega evolve his charizard, Red obvs knows who he is, they deal with things, red can't mega evolve at first, it's fun orrrr my hs au that i mentioned earlier, or the ones where green becomes a coordinator, either after losing or instead of battling, in 2024 i'm releasing more pokespe works and branching out on some of the ship stuff, gonna publish a few silver/gold, lance/cynthia, and a few others,

🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?

Just keep writing, not everything will be amazing, but everything can be edited and rewriten

💞 Who's your comfort character?

Green oak i like to see him cry <3

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.

Red: He can't cook to save his life

🤩 Who is your favorite character to write?

Green, duh

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

Green loses his memories after an accident during a battle

Red felt a tap on his shoulder, who would be bothering him this late? He turned to none other than the person he had been avoiding.

Green smiled up at Red. Red looked around for an exit.

“You’ve been avoiding me.” He stated flatly, a finger poking Red’s chest.

“Maybe.” Red said, looking away. He attempted to make eye contact with any of his pokemon to get them to create a distraction.

“It’s okay, I know why.” Green said, Red stuck his hands in his pockets and looked down at the ground. 

Instead of retreating, Green got closer right inside of Red’s personal space. He placed his hands on Red’s chest. Red was suddenly worried Green was going to push him. Was he angry? He wouldn’t have had any memories of the championship would he? Maybe he read up on it? Red knew he was physically stronger than Green, but Green had been hurt recently, and he really didn’t want to have to get into a fight with him tonight.

“I may not remember all of the events that took place to get us here, but there’s no way I could forget these feelings.” And with that Green crossed the short distance and pressed his lips to Red’s. 

Wait, what?!

Green pulled away and looked up at Red through his long eyelashes. He leaned up and pressed another chaste kiss to Red’s lips. 

“Sorry Red, I don’t remember anything about you except for how much I love you. I look at you and I get the warmest most wonderful feeling in my chest. I feel like I’m flying on the clouds when I think about you. I love you Red.” Green wrapped his arms around Red’s waist and laid his head against his chest. 

😬 Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?

My omegaverse mpreg red one, that's not even published lol (may not ever be published hahaa)

🎉 What leads you to consider a fic a success?

probably kudos and hits, but really it's if i go back and reread it over and over again, everything i write is self indulgent so

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

i can't think if it, but there's little phrases or hcs that pop up in a ton of them

📚 Would you ever want to turn writing into a career?

nope i do it for fun, if it became a job it wouldn't be fun anymore, although i am published it's technical accounting writing, and i do eventually plan on getting my phd once princess is older, so maybe? But that writing is research not fiction lol

⌛ How long does it take you to write a fic, or a chapter?

I'm a ridiculously fast typer, 34 words per minute is my average, 10k is a typical length, but my achilles heel is that i skip around a ton from fic to fic, so it may take months to get a fic done even though it's only 12k words

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

I suck at writing battles, working on improving my smut skills though!

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

Yes, cried writing ode to my soulmate, Lost (cried a bunch on that one and ended up calling my cousin and we talked for a few hours because i miss him), then this one break up fic called RIP that i'm not sure how it's going to end, i usually write a happy ending but i might leave them broken up idk

💥 How do you feel about criticism?

I don't handle it well, i don't like it, it makes me not want to write even if it has good intentions, sometimes i'll read wips that stopped posting years ago, and i'll check out the comments on the last chapter and i'll see criticism and it pisses me off cause i think, 'hm did the author give up because of this shitty comment??'

🤭 Do you have a favorite tag to use when posting your works?

I am so bad at tagging, like minimal tagging, i tag triggers but the rest i suck at, i don't do any of the cutesy ones

🥰 How do you feel about reader interaction? Are you open to receiving questions about your fics?

Friends, romans, countrymen, lend me your ear, please do this. i will happily write out a writers commentary of my fics, or maybe if my voice wasn't so annoying i'd make a video with a dramatic reading and a dvd style commentary

[eilinelsghost]

I too have a stubborn fic in the hopper, so why not procrastinate. Following others' examples, I've pared down this list:

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

🛠What tools/programs/apps do you use to write?

⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

🙋‍♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?

🍷 Do you drink and write?

🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?

💖 What made you start writing?

💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?

💲 Would you ever open commissions?

🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?

🏆 What's your most popular fic?

🎃 Do you write fics for certain holidays? Which is your favorite holiday inspired fic?

🎨 How do you feel about fan art of your stories?

🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

💞 Who's your comfort character?

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

😬 Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?

🎉 What leads you to consider a fic a success?

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

⌛ How long does it take you to write a fic, or a chapter?

🥰 How do you feel about reader interaction? Are you open to receiving questions about your fics?

[firsttarotreader]

we’ve been over thissss, those weirdos are lonely af and don’t even have friends, barely go outside or interact with IRL people, just with their tiny group of fetishists online 🤡 of course they’d say a niece and aunt close in age wouldn’t talk about shit like that. they have no clue about how the real world works. they’re chronically online! and mentally ill

As usual. 😅😅

[alannah-corvaine]

Is the city associated with your WoL/OC's starting class the place where their journey actually began? Did they actually come to it from outside as shown in the game, or were they born there? Do they feel welcomed or alienated by the city and its culture?

XIV Culture and Geography Asks

Sort of. Alannah's not from Ul'dah proper, she was born and raised in Eastern Thanalan and her family has lived in the region for generations.

Her relationship with the city itself is both stranger and intimately familiar.

Ul'dah is where she ended up after her family kicked her out, and while it had been in view on the horizon her whole life, it was still a very large culture shock once she was immersed in it. She grew up dirt poor in essentially the middle of nowhere with tumbleweeds and goats for company, Camp Drybone and the Golden Bazaar were the largest towns she'd ever been to, and even then not very often.

So she wanders into this very large population center with all types of people and immense wealth and ways of life that she's never been exposed to before and has no idea of how to go about supporting herself or who to trust. It was a terrifying experience for a sixteen year old girl, let alone one who'd been reclusive her whole life. And she spent the majority of the next two years living homeless there.

At some point she managed to get a job as a dyemaker's apprentice and he let her sleep on the rugs in the back room. And that experience not only taught her how to develop her own special aether-infused inks, but how to interact with people and present herself to the world.

And when she discovered the thaumaturge's guild and their library and wealth of knowledge, suddenly Ul'dah became a place full of the answers that she had always been starved for.

But I don't think she was ever truly comfortable or fit in there. Not back then anyway. Later, as her confidence grew and she discovered more of herself as both a mage and the Warrior of Light, Ul'dah's lofty grandeur that it had once had in her mind seemed to shrink and become somewhat more ordinary.

It was never home, not really, but then her feelings on home as a place are completely skewed by both her family's rejection of her and her extensive travels. Ul'dah is a place where she lived and learned, that forged her into the beginnings of a new person, and placed her in the path of Thancred and the future that awaited her.

But the city doesn't claim her and she doesn't claim it either, they merely acknowledge their shared history. She was never wealthy enough to be embraced by the elite, nor did she remain impoverished in the streets. She blended in with the numerous other hyur, and no one bothered to mark her passing until she later returned with the dubious mantle of hero.

On a more meta level, I built her history and background around Thanalan and Ul'dah because I started the game as THM after completely failing to figure out which class was the healer. And even though I eventually got it figured out and permaswitched to CNJ/WHM sometime after level 40, I still wanted that choice to impact her character and reflect where she came from and how she got started.

So if you've ever wondered why she did a weird pivot from black magic to white magic in her backstory, it's because I wanted to directly translate my irl experience learning this game into her lore. 🤡

@allyennah thank you for the ask!!

[pacificwaternymph]

Fanfic writer ask game, sorry that this is a long list:

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.

🙋‍♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?

🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?

💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?

💖 What made you start writing?

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

Any parent-child dynamic, especially of the found family variety, makes me go weak at the knees. Something about the unconditional love of parents, man. It just gets to me. So like any of Shrub and Xornoth's interactions in the Wolf Mother.

The chapter after the full moon detailing the aftermath, where Shrub learns that Xornoth jumped off the balcony and gradually grows more and more horrified as she realizes that once this kid actually becomes more comfortable being himself she is going to have her hands full? Had me dying.

I'm sure you'll notice hurt comfort is my BRAND. A lot of my works have themes of healing, dealing with complex emotions and trauma, and reconciliation, and put a heavy emphasis on deep interpersonal connections between the characters.

A good deal of my family does, actually. They've known about my writing ever since I've started. I've never let them, you know, read any of it, but like yeah they are aware of it. And as for friends, a fair number of my friends are also consumers and producers of fanfiction, so yeah they all know.

Not really? Whenever the motivation strikes. Which just so happens to be... right before I tell myself I'll go to bed.

Love love LOVE!! I adore hearing what you guys think of my stories, all of your ideas and suggestions and predictions, it's so so so wonderful to see that so many people read my stuff and like it, it's so surreal.

I had a really vivid image for a story in my head and was frustrated that I didn't have the art skills to draw it out. So I turned to using my words as an alternative. I've been doing this for about 5 years now.

Characters fearing being hurt in some capacity, only to be treated with kindness. This usually takes the form of a child character who is used to cruelty being adopted into a loving family, but also fairly frequently shows up as an antagonist I'm attempting to redeem expecting some sort of harsh punishment for their actions and instead being faced with, if not forgiveness, then at the very least a willingness to hear them out and a demonstration of the heroes' goodness.

Depends. Sometimes I'll completely wing it, like me not doing any research for my pirate au and just going by vibes alone, but for some specific things as well as topics I want to be able to give an accurate and respectful depiction of (such as disabilities, different cultures, religions, etc.) I'll go a little more in depth with my efforts.

Snippet beneath the cut:

Having wings was… different.

Xornoth wasn’t quite sure how he felt about them yet. Growing another pair of limbs overnight wasn’t exactly a pleasant experience, to say the least. He could only remember vague flashes, a searing pain in his back that wouldn’t abate no matter what he did. He remembered a hand in his hair and concerned voices surrounding him. But other than that… nothing.

He’d faded in and out of reality the entire time, horrific flashbacks so lifelike Xornoth almost could have sworn they were real plaguing his every moment. But the one thing he knew for sure was that his mom had been there the whole time. 

- The first couple of paragraphs from chapter fifteen of the Wolf Mother

[annawayne]

Hello there, I am here for the ask game!!

I dare to answer every single one of them (or at least the ones you didn’t answer yet !!)

Hiii, thank you for asking, and OH MY! This is a challenge, but let's try it!

😅 What's a story or scene you've created that you're a smidge embarrassed exists?

Oh, well, it's going to be in "Wasteland of (our) promises" with Armin being shy and red as a tomato and sneaky-teasing Jean, asking his friend about love affairs

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

The answer is here!

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

Oh, it's that one in BMSS from chapter one, when Armin overhears the made-up (as it turns out) story from Annie, Pieck and Reiner. It was a real fun to write, and I giggled all the way.

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

No…t yet😚

✍️ Do you have a beta reader?

Yes! And I'm really grateful for their help and support with all my ideas, both in writing and drawing.

🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.

🎢 Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?

Both are also answered here :)

✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉

Oh well…I'm proud of you, Ann, that you keep going with your ideas and writing style even if you think it's TOO much and not good enough because it may be only your wrong point of view. But I already answered it here, hahah

💋 First kiss fics. Love em or hate em?

ADORE THEM. But do you know what I love even more? Heh, the ✨second✨kiss that happens not right away after the first one.

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

My answer is here!

🛠What tools/programs/apps do you use to write?

Oh, this one is also here!

⛔️ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

No because I only have started to write and publish it, so all my WIPs will see the light because I intend to finish all of them!

🙋‍♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?

Yep, and it's only one, but they really support me :)

🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

I haven't written it yet😂 But I think one of my WIPs could be THE ONE.

🍷 Do you drink and write?

Oh, well, yes. 😅 Sometimes.

🍆 Do you write the spicy stuffs? If so, what's your most popular nsfw fic?

I do! The one that was Porn with Plot is Neverland of (our) desires, and this is the most popular one so far. But I think it may change.

🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?

Oh, I answered it here.

💖 What made you start writing?

And this one here, too!

💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT. I'm always tearing up when I receive so many kind words about my writing, and I can't even describe how happy I am to see comments, both short and long ones. Every kind word matters.

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

I already answered it, and…my answer is the same, I don't know😅

💲 Would you ever open commissions?

It would be nice, I guess? And I would love to, but I'm not sure if my writing style could be suitable for such things.

🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?

The answer is here :)

🏆 What's your most popular fic?

Neverland of (our) desires so far.

🎃 Do you write fics for certain holidays? Which is your favorite holiday inspired fic?

I haven't written anything holiday related, but I think I will write one inspired by the Ukrainian "green" week in summer!

🎯 Have any of your readers accurately guessed major plot points? Care to share which?

No, because nobody tried it yet, hahah.

🎨 How do you feel about fan art of your stories?

I never received one but this is the most precious thing ever! To think that the person not only read my story but also was inspired enough to create something…this is one of the greatest compliments ever.

📈 How many fics do you have?

Only two, so far

🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

Oh, my long answer is here!

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

Oh, well, okay! So, I'm working on the sequel for "Neverland of (our) desires" called "Wasteland of (our) promises", and also it's going to be the three parts series with the last one called "Dreamland of (our) hopes". All of it is post-canon :)

Also, there's a fic in post-canon, non-related to the previous series, where Aruani didn't get together after the Rumbling, but, sure thing, have feelings for each other. But then during their Ambassadors trips Armin get sick, and, well…something is about to change 😏

🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?

Not to be afraid! Just do it, write it what you want, how you want! Do it for yourself at the first place!

💞 Who's your comfort character?

Hmmm…Armin, I think.

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.

I answered about Annie here :)

🤩 Who is your favorite character to write?

Annie! Or Armin?🤔 Aaaah, both!

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

I shared two quite big snippets here!

😬 Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?

Bury me in the shadows of spring… Just look at these tags...

🎉 What leads you to consider a fic a success?

I don't ask myself about such things because I think it's already successuful if it's written and published, and you have a lot of joy just from the fact that you've written it :)

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

Oh, I already answered it!

📚 Would you ever want to turn writing into a career?

It's an ambitious dream, but I would like to be published and to be able to illustrate my own book with my drawings!

⌛️ How long does it take you to write a fic, or a chapter?

It all depends on chapter. Sometimes, I could write like 40% just in one evening, and sometimes I need the whole month just to outline the things. Now I'm quite slow due to my lack of energy, but I keep doing it because it's better slow than nothing at all.

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

I already answered it, and it's comedy. I just don't know how people write comedy, they're SUPERIOR.

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

All my published fic broke my heart in their unique ways possible, hahah😂

💥 How do you feel about criticism?

It's all about how it's delivered. If I understand that the critisisim is not biased on the subject facts like "I don't like this trope, so your writing is shit", so I'm all ears. I welcome it when it's polite and have arguments.

🤭 Do you have a favorite tag to use when posting your works?

Alongside (Author hates it) tag, it's also Hurt/Comfort because I think this is what all my writing is…

🥰 How do you feel about reader interaction? Are you open to receiving questions about your fics?

Oh, my answer is here!

[thatgordongirl]

1000 follower celebration!

Thank you to everyone who has followed and interacted with my blog! This couldn’t have been achieved without you - here are some asks so feel free to send :)

Fruit Emoji asks

🍉 Do you prefer to write short fics or long fics? Multichaptered works or single ones? Why? 

🍓 What’s a fic you’ve written you feel is underrated? 

🍎 Is there anything you straight-up won’t write? 

🍒 What’s your favorite character dynamic to write? (Can be romantic or platonic, specific or general!) 

🍊 Who’s a character you don’t write for that often, but keep meaning to write for more? (They’re so interesting! But maybe you have trouble pinning them down, or keep getting distracted by another blorbo…) 

🍑 If you could make a connection between your favorite character and another work you care about (whether a crossover/fusion or a wonderfully “pretentious” literary reference) what would it be? How would it work? 

🥭 Rank from most enjoyable/fun to write to least: Fluff, Smut, Angst, Crack.

🍍 What kind of AUs do you like? Are there any AUs you hate or just generally have beef with? 

🍋 What’s your favorite spicier trope to write? 

🍌 In your opinion, what’s the funniest joke/reference/pun you’ve made in a fic? 

🍏 Is there something you overuse, whether it’s a certain phrase, trope, or piece of punctuation? 

🥝 What’s your favorite trope/AO3 tag to write?

🍐 Is there anything in canon that you absolutely hate and love to fix in fics? A wrong choice made, a fuck-up in characterization, a misunderstanding never cleared up, a conversation never shown onscreen, etc… 

🍈 Who’s your blorbo and what are some of your favorite headcanons/ideas about them that repeatedly show up in your fics? Free pass to rant about blorbo opinions. 

🫐 What’s your favorite underrated thing in your fandom? (A ship that only you seem to write for, a character there’s almost no fics about, a trope that criminally hasn’t been written yet, etc.) 

🍇 Is there a particular scene/episode/book/etc that you want to just write a million fics about, over and over? Which one? 

Emoji Asks

😅 What's a story or scene you've created that you're a smidge embarrassed exists?

🥺 Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

✍ Do you have a beta reader?

🛒 What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.

🎢 Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?

✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉

💋 First kiss fics. Love em or hate em?

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

🛠What tools/programs/apps do you use to write?

⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?

🙋‍♀️ Do any irl people know you write fanfic?

🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

🍷 Do you drink and write?

🍆 Do you write the spicy stuffs? If so, what's your most popular nsfw fic?

🌞 Do you have a preferred time of day to write?

💖 What made you start writing? 

💌 How do you feel about comments and feedback?

❌ What's a trope you will never write?

💲 Would you ever open commissions? 

🧐 Do you spend much time researching for your stories?

🏆 What's your most popular fic? 

🎃 Do you write fics for certain holidays? Which is your favorite holiday inspired fic?

🎯 Have any of your readers accurately guessed major plot points? Care to share which?

🎨 How do you feel about fan art of your stories?

📈 How many fics do you have?

🦅 Do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?

💞 Who's your comfort character?

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them. 

🤩 Who is your favorite character to write? 

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

😬 Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon? 

🎉 What leads you to consider a fic a success?

✅ What's something that appears in your fics over and over and over again, even if you don't mean to?

📚 Would you ever want to turn writing into a career?

⌛ How long does it take you to write a fic, or a chapter?

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?

💥 How do you feel about criticism? 

🤭 Do you have a favorite tag to use when posting your works?

🥰 How do you feel about reader interaction? Are you open to receiving questions about your fics?

Headcanon asks (Sent with character) 

1•What instrument(s) does this character play?

2•What is this character’s favorite color?

3•Which person can this character trust?

4•What does this person like to do in the winter?

5•Does this character enjoy reading? If so, what’s their favorite book?

6•What social media platforms does this character use?

7•When does this character usually go to sleep?

8•What is/was this character’s favorite subject in school?

9•What singers or bands does this character like?

10• Does this character enjoy doing art or sketching? Are they good at it?

11•What is this character’s favorite animal?

12• What is this character’s favorite show?

13•What is a bad habit that this character has/had?

14•How does this characters cope with a stressful situation?

15•How does this person handle people who get on their nerves?

Halloween•What does this character dress up as for trick-or-treating?

Birthday•What is this character’s ideal birthday party?

Christmas•What presents does this character want?

Thanksgiving•How is the relation between this character and their family?

New Years•How does this character celebrate New Years?

[pianostarinwonderland]

Hallooooo! Doves, angel, and aphrodite? If that's okay with you~!!

[Ask game here!]

Doves: What's the most romantic thing someone's done for you?

Holy shit, if I can cram the last 12 days of my life in this one ask, I really would because I'm having a crush on someone right now and everything he's done seems so romantic. Like, we've held hands, he's invited me to events, he'd say "when I perform, I'll call you up on stage". But I've noticed that he does all this with friends too, so I can't be completely delulu about this 😭

I suppose so far, it's this: There was an event that was held two Sundays ago that the music club I'm part of had. For context, my crush and I are in the same club. He performed there, and I wasn't able to go because I didn't know about it until the day before and it was far from my place. But he's told me a few times "I wish you were there" and that leaves me so 🤡🤡🤡 BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I'VE HAD SOMEONE SAY THAT TO ME ?????? Pls, I have a guilty pleasure and it's to feel wanted by someone, and he fulfilled that guilty pleasure in that moment and I'm ueueue

Angel: Do you like bad boys or sweethearts more?

shit. HHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

This is so funny because I have liked both types 🤠 my previous irl crush is someone that you'd probably perceive as a bad boy based on how he dresses and walks and even the way he interacts with friends and attracts the girls. My current crush is a sweetheart, like one time, he tied his friend's shoelaces while we were walking when he didn't have to.

Azul doesn't really fall in either type, but he is a stinkee man.

It's hard to really decide because I love the charm that bad boys can have but I cherish the kindness of sweethearts. I think it all depends on how I can connect with them and if we can really work well together. More than the label is a human, and there's a whole universe to discover in a "bad boy" and a "sweetheart". It's those complexities that I end up looking at and falling for ;u;

It also makes up a big part of why I really love Azul. He's complex—and not saying that Twst characters aren't complex at all. But Azul's complexity tends to be highlighted a lot, most especially in the way his UM works. The bare bones of his UM is that he can steal one's abilities from them, but he makes it more complicated by adding the use of a contract to act as a check and balance.

Aphrodite: How important are looks?

Depends on what you're seeking. If you seek a "happy crush", I'd say looks are very important. Happy crushes are those kinds of crushes that give you the butterflies whenever they pass by you or they enter the same room you're in. There's no intent to pursue but you'd admire from a distance. Crushes are selfish, and that's fine. Sometimes, you might seek out a happy crush just to make your life a little more fun and interesting.

But if you're seeking someone that you actually want to get into a relationship with, personality is where you have to really look into now. Do you like the person, regardless of romantic feelings? Do you think they treat the people around them right? What are the red flags that they display, and are those the red flags that you can forgive or can handle? Then you also think about compatibility. Do you think you get along with this person? Do you find yourself happy around them? Do you see a future with them? That third question, you don't have to answer right away, but it is still important to take note of.

When it comes to close relationships, platonic or romantic, I really take those seriously. It's hard to get into my inner circle of trust because I'm very critical of who should be in and who should stay out. So if for some reason any of you approach me to ask for relationship advice, just know that I'd be pretty serious about it hahahahahah